Burn it Down

I should probably not being writing so much in my blog during exams, but I have one last thing to share. Don't build stuff up to burn it to the ground :P . No, seriously, I have been building myself up for the past 2 years in college, and I am not ready to burn it down yet ;)

Lights

"I had way then of losing it all on my own...I had a heart then but the Queen has been overthrown..."

Mid-semester exams have made me realize one thing: I have not reached my final destination. I keep thinking I have to study, I have to get good grades, I have to improve my programming skills, I have to Ace my interviews, & I have to get a good job, the endpoint! I forgot to remind myself, that THAT job is not MY endpoint! I got caught up in the race and I don't want to run. I want to walk through life. I want to enjoy the journey, and I don't want to end my life in only 2 more years.

"And so I tell myself I'll be strong and dreaming when they are gone..."

Na Chhode Yaariyan

It has been awhile since I wrote in my blog. There are many reasons why that is, but to name a few...hmm let's see for one I just have not gotten the time till now, I have not had any new exciting experiences to write about and well lastly, I was busy catching up on my sleep!

But now that is in the past. I want to mention to the readers of this blog that this post is dedicated to my friends. I don't think I would be who I am without them! They inspire me, believe in me, teach me, and sometimes irritate me. But in the end it's all good. They are worth every moment of time I spend with them. Even if it's is right before a big exam! If you are one to ignore your friends when you are stressed about an assignment or big test, I say choose your friend. It will go a long way. You never know when you are going to need that same friend more than anything else in the world! I don't think I appreciate my friends for all they have every done for me. Hey guys you know who you are. Thanks, for being there for me! :)

Dreading Times

These days I have nothing to do. No activity whatsoever. My life is dormant and ordinary. There is no fun and there is no life. I am overcome with boredom, so over the top filled with emptiness that I have nothing left to write. The repeated word that comes to mind is "nothing". THAT is the state of my mid...nothing.

There are a couple of things I can ascribe this state of mind to. One would be the continuous overflow and stress load that I have to juggle and maintain. The other would be the constant doses of disappoint and failure. But on a more positive note I see things looking up soon because the worst part is now over. It can only go up from here.

So peace,
I'm out for now